Part of her feels undeserving of such praise... And yet, the other welcomes it with open arms, calmer and calmer. She understands little of the ways of love beyond some passing fancies (that were nothing beyond that) and what she might have read in books. Specially in these last years, she had forsaken any opportunity to go beyond and allow herself to feel what she is feeling right now because of her fears. Of her job. Of her family. But she allows herself to do it now. And it's wonderful. "But then, I am human after all. With human needs and a very human family. They certainly wouldn't like me going in flames."
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Date: 2013-06-05 12:27 am (UTC)Specially in these last years, she had forsaken any opportunity to go beyond and allow herself to feel what she is feeling right now because of her fears. Of her job. Of her family.
But she allows herself to do it now. And it's wonderful.
"But then, I am human after all. With human needs and a very human family. They certainly wouldn't like me going in flames."